This may seem like a depressing title and one might expect a similar aura to this particular blog posting. While the title is accurate, I assure you that this will not be depressing.
I just had a meaningful conversation with a very meaningful friend. I am the first person to join in on joking, laughing, random conversing, etc. but what I crave is a serious connection that allows my inner thoughts and ideas to be expressed and discussed.
My grades don't define who I am, how well I do on running the mile on Friday let alone my performance in track shouldn't interfere with how I live my life. Boys will be boys and I shouldn't be putting myself in vulnerable circumstances if I am not ready for a relationship. What has happened in my past is not something to dwell on or hinder my reasons for moving forward. Why? Because all of those sins, all of the things I am not proud of, everything that I have done to hurt someone or for those who have hurt me have been replaced by Jesus. Without Jesus we would literally be nothing and have no purpose. I want to be filled with Jesus because He is what really matters. He defines me.
I love deep conversations.
I love being filled with the truth.
I love not having to worry about what will happen.
I love Jesus.
I love sleep too . . . but college seems to suck any chance of that from happening.
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